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Last weekend, I got flashed at the massage place, which has steam and sauna. I did not feel at all comfortable hanging out in only a towel with men present, and I will probably not do it again. So I did my best not to look at any of them and their towels. One guy put his feet up on the bench so his groin was facing me and then did some creative things with his towel draping. I ignored him, which is about typical for me - something uncomfortable happens, and I ignore it if I can. In hindsight, I could have said something like, "Oh, I know you're not one of those guys who flash, which is good, because someone got kicked out last time." But I don't know if I would have. Had I looked at him, I could have told the front desk, but at the same time I would have been well and truly flashed. All in all, I feel icky.
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Spoilers!



Spoilers!

You kinda have to be a diehard Doctor Who fan to appreciate the incredible awesomeness of this horrifying episode. There is an inherent contradiction in superhero fiction: the superhero is supposed to be saving the world for us all, but the bigger and badder the nasties get, the more powerful the superhero gets, and "absolute power corrupts absolutely."

The David Tennant Doctor Who episodes have been exploring this more and more, skirting the central moral dilemma and revealing the compromises he has to make to beat the baddies.

There is a rule that has been central to Doctor Who since its inception in the 1960s, which is that he is a Good Guy. Writers have come right up to the edge of that and stared down into the abyss, but have never gone there. Because the Doctor going evil is a serious, forty-year taboo.

In Waters of Mars, he went evil. And I would be really upset and pissed off, except that they did it in a really believable way, one that built off the rest of the season, one that takes the superhero contradiction to its conclusion, and one that says a hella lot about power and social relationships.

Adelaide: No one should have that much power!
The Doctor: Tough.

Also because I know they're gonna fix it, even though I'll probably have to wait until next year.

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My email is back! Turns out the guy's son is taking over the business and had been working for two days straight to restore the servers - only, in true computer-geekdom, had neglected to post anything about it online. Bad, bad move for the business, as otherwise people would not have dug deep enough to find out about the prison thing. But yay! It's back! And yay! I backed it up! Yay!

Now gotta back up lj and our family pictures.

Thanks for all the kind thoughts. :)
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My ISP failed, rather dramatically. As in, the owner is in prison.

I should have backed it up. Instead, I have lost twelve years worth of email.

:(

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These are 2007 reruns. If you like these dollhouse photos, check out the "dollhouse" tag. And be sure to check back later for the 2009 nativity!

Episode 1: The Machine in the Ghost



In today's episode of "Dollhouse Who," the Daleks have dressed up for trick-or-treating. But what do they really want - candy, or the extermination of the human race? And will they make it out of the dollhouse without tripping over their sheets?

Episode 2: The Two Doctors



Spiders have captured Patrick Troughton (the 2nd Doctor) and Sylvester McCoy (the 7th Doctor). Will they ever escape?

Episode 3: Croquet of Death



The aliens who normally menace the Earth got together for a game of croquet. The Cyberman tried to cheat, the Ice Warrior got mad and, well, you can see the result.

(Note: I got the croquet set when I was a little girl. Some pieces got lost in the long journey toward adulthood, but I figured out how to replace them. I used Sculpey clay for the balls, toothpicks for the posts, and heavy-duty staples for the wickets. The balls, BTW, actually fit through the wickets.)

Happy Halloween!

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Some people enjoy Halloween. Some dress up, decorate their houses.

And then some set October 1st as the absolute, absolute earliest that they will allow themselves to start their Halloween prep.

And oh my, do they throw a party!

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Today is Ursula Le Guin's 80th birthday -

Happy birthday, Ursula Le Guin!

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Q: Why is Ursula Le Guin my favorite author?

A: A few years back, our book group discussed a novel by Ursula Le Guin, and someone asked me that question. I was stumped, and I had to think about it for a few years before I could figure it out. There is no one novel or story or essay that I can point to as my "aha" moment. I've been reading her since I was a teenager (that's about twenty years ago).

And over time, she grew on me. I read and love her novels and stories, but I think it was the forewords that really drew me in. I remember reading something about how she had changed her thinking since writing A Wizard of Earthsea.  She had originally thought that it made no difference whether the main character was a man or a woman, but later understood why it did indeed matter.  I liked that she was willing to admit mistakes, and it taught me something about feminism as well.   Over time, she's told me a lot of things about feminism, too, most recently about respecting the work I do in the home and with my children.  Things you can't hear too many times, because so many voices are shouting the opposite.

Then I read her books of essays The Language of the Night and Dancing at the Edge of the World. Fantasy, sci fi, feminism, Jung, wow.  She put words to things I had been feeling, taught me things I needed to know.  In particular, when I took my first college writing classes and heard disparaging remarks about fantasy and science fiction, I REALLY needed her voice telling me that fantasy and science fiction is serious literature - not only that, but necessary for our understanding of ourselves as human beings.  From her essay "The Child and the Shadow (1974)":

"The great fantasies, myths and tales are indeed like dreams: they speak from the unconscious to the unconscious, in the language of the unconscious - symbol and archetype. Though they use words, they work the way music does: they short-circuit verbal reasoning, and go straight to the truths that lie too deep to utter."

and, more simply,

"Fantasy is the language of the inner self."
 
Carl Jung's work is central to my world view - the unconscious, the collective unconscious, symbol, archetype, shadow, and dreams.  When a story speaks to me, I know why. It's because it's gone down into that deep place, what I think of as my inner landscape, and touched something that had been needing it.  When the aftermath of 9/11 hit and people started fearing "terrorists," I knew which part of that was fear of the shadow.  When I have a particularly strong dream, I know well enough to write it down.  When my son started drawing self-portraits of monsters, I knew he was expressing something from his own deep place, and I knew well enough not to tell him to stop.

But who goes down the street chatting about the collective unconscious? Who comments on the shadow over their breakfast cereal? Let me know, I'd be curious to meet them. In the meantime, I can always turn to Ursula Le Guin's essays in order to put voice to my own thoughts and feelings.  And I can always turn to her novels for that deep archetype groove.

Speaking of Jung, there is a relationship between the individual unconscious and the collective unconscious. The art we all make is a wellspring from one that flows to the other. And so when I read someone's story, my unconscious, or my inner landscape, or just plain "that deep place," touches hers, lives in her world. And as everyone's different, each author's unconscious has an entirely different feeling.  Everything we've done or felt or read, all the authors we've loved, make our way in there. And the inner landscape I enter when I read her stories feels so much like the one I live in, so much like home.  Which is the other reason she's my favorite author.

I feel like I should put a big section in here about what I like about her novels, but instead I want to skip on ahead to the next bit, the last reason she's my favorite author.

She's respectful and kind. To her characters, her readers, her writing students. You can't say that about every author, no matter how famous. I used to admire all the authors whose books I enjoyed. But then I got to noticing that sometimes, they were entirely self-absorbed.  Sometimes, they liked to have a good laugh at somebody else's expense.  Ever met anybody like that? But I have found Ursula Le Guin to be consistently thoughtful of the larger community we live in. And, speaking of the larger community, she's been so supportive of science fiction and fantasy, and especially science fiction and fantasy by women.

Even in Australia.

(That was both homage to Judith Viorst and a reference to a writing workshop that Ursula Le Guin held in Australia way back when.)

So there is a difference between liking to read an author and liking an author as a person, and from what I know of Ursula Le Guin, I like her as a person.

There used to be this wonderful writing workshop for women, Flight of the Mind. It was on an old monastery in the middle of Oregon, and you stayed there for a week and walked in the forest and ate delicious vegetarian meals and wrote.  I was lucky enough to take a workshop from Ursula Le Guin.  I didn't write anything particularly good there, which was a shame, but the experience will stick with me for a lifetime.

Especially the way she workshopped. There aren't any photocopiers in old monasteries, so we read our work out loud. Now, I have taken a lot of writing classes and then gone and gotten an MFA, and my experience with workshops is that you get a photocopy, you look over it, you make your comments, and you try really hard to find something to praise, in order to balance out your criticisms. The trouble is, you can't always like every piece. And finding something to praise often feels false to me, even if it isn't.

But this is what she did instead. She listened intently, and respectfully, and from that deep place, to what we read. She closed her eyes when we read our stories, and she nodded, with a genuine smile on her face. There were no judgments on whether a story was good or bad. There was only a story, and a teller, and a listener.  And that's what matters.

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Q: Why did I choose a novel by Ursula Le Guin for my username?
A: Because Ursula Le Guin is my favorite author.

Q: Why is she my favorite author?
A: That is a long answer and I only have about five minutes before I have to go to the grocery store to buy Life cereal and pretzels for snack at Oliver's kindergarten. I will answer it tomorrow.

Q: Why did I pick the novel Malafrena specifically? It is not one of her best-known novels.
A: That's the reason.  I have a special fondness for books by favorite authors that most people haven't read. Part of that is the "treasure hunt" aspect. If you want to read The Dispossessed or The Left Hand of Darkness, you go to the bookstore or library and get it. Malafrena is a book I only found once, at the library, and haven't seen since. One day I'll go on a treasure hunt to find it, so I have that to look forward to.

The other part of the reason has to do with the personal yet insubstantial relationship between author and reader. When an author writes a novel, of course she is writing it for everyone who will read it. She doesn't know the reader at all. But at the same time, in a sense, she is writing for one and only one reader. And when I sit down with a book, I am that one reader. She's written it just for me. With a little-known book, I get the sense that I don't have to share the author.

At the same time, if someone else I know has read the novel, I get the special pleasure of sharing something with her.

And the final reason I chose it is that it spoke to me.  I'm out of time, but here is a description of the book, from my bio:

Malafrena is the name of a novel by Ursula K. Le Guin. It's set in an imaginary Central European country between 1825 and 1830, at a time when many countries were inspired by the French Revolution to find their own path to freedom, and the main character finds his own way to live with the competing pulls of love, revolutionary politics, and the call of home.


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Email from Vonda N. McIntyre:

Hi everybody,

Ursula K. Le Guin's 80th birthday is on 21 October 2009 and I'm going to post a Happy Birthday Ursula message on my website and my blogs that day, and I think I have some other folks talked into doing the same.

I just thought it might be fun if a lot of websites and blogs wished her Happy Birthday. (It's also the 40th anniversary of Left Hand of Darkness.) Her website is www.ursulakleguin.com (the actual content begins on http://www.ursulakleguin.com/ UKL_info.html )

And from [info]holyoutlaw: Make a note of this, and feel free to repost to your own blog.

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